There I go .......Part of my lettter to a dear friend

, it is just another day. Sometimes one suffers not only physicially but emotionally (not mentelly) too. You can imagine my plight when I am in the USA, facing my illness alone. My health condition forces me not to work so I move very carefully out of my abode. Its very very cold and I come from a warm area. I always have a fear that I might get cold. So is it. I am waiting for a nice time ..... which appears to be at hand but I can't face some of the adversities here. Approach of some unkind people, I mean. I am not used to it. People respected me in Pakistan in an other way. Here you a 'man' only even if you look like a grand-pa. I tried to get into a newspaper job but fail. What to do? My doctors don't want me to do any kind of job but how to survive ? Is the question on my mind presently. I hope God is with me and He is helping me out. With one mistake I lost your phone this time too. I deleted your email which contained your phone while I was clearing my files on this public computer. Can you write again ? We hope to have snow this afternoon for the second time. Hows it with you. Can you come to the Bus Station (Where?) if I come to you ? ZAB